SQUEE....don't bother asking me
11.30.03 (1:38 am) [edit]Me+Bishies+caffine+sugar+ late night= [b][i]Total Chaos[/i][/b] and that damn chibi voice!!! I've been bouncing off the walls tonight and running around the house singing godsmack in chibi voice...it's scary. Right now I'm trying to find pics to put on the wall that stand a good chance of giving daddy a heartattck.....SQUEE FOund one!!! OOo make that two!! I'm going to wind up sending daddy to the mental ward....Squee!! *pout* one bad thing about all nighters...there's never anyone else up to bug!! Lol if walls really did have ears mine would have done run away after listening to me all night. Well I'm going to comtinue the picture hunt..cya people later BYe-BYe
Thanksgiving get togethers
11.28.03 (9:00 pm) [edit]Thanksgiving this year was the best I've had in years! I spent it at sarah's house. Her mom is one hell of a cook!! I wound up spending the night at her house and going to the mall today. Gah Never go to a mall right after the holidays!! It's a freakin mad house, can't say I didn't enjoy though. SQUEE!!! I finally managed to get my hands on Blood Omen 2!!! That and I've been introduced to manga. *sigh* I'll never have a dollar to my name again. Ok I'm getting heavly sidetracked so I'm gonna go cya people later
~Dreams give us wings. Determination let's us keep them.~
I can't take this again...
11.27.03 (3:29 am) [edit]I've spent the entire night at the hospital waiting for my grandpa to comeout of surgery. They went a head a went through it, if they hadn't he'd have been dead by morning. This has been one very unnevering night. He was at the very same hospital they my mama at. When me and daddy walked up to the doors I nearly turned around and went back to the van. Having to walk back into the last place I saw mama alive was aweful. That and my grandpa might not make it out of there as well nearly killed me. I don't think I can stand having another family member die, not now and not alone like I did before. One can only take so much and I'm pushing my limit. He did make it through the surgery but will be in the ICU for sometime. This has really taken a toll on granny. We finally convienced her to come home tonight so I drove her back. And people wonder why I hate holidays, cause something bad always seems to happen on them!! I can believe I'm actually posting this....oh well at least this might give someone fair warning if I snap their head off.
Well I'm not locked away...
11.26.03 (6:32 pm) [edit]The people from the metal ward weren't waiting on me *sigh* so much the vaction. As a matter of fact I got a perfect score on that essay. o.O who'd a thought that an essay on a vampire could get a perfect score!? That's probably the first time I stayed on topic without any trouble.
As for today's happening:
Papa was sent to the hosiptal in wenchester about an hour ago(don't know how to spell it) If they have to do surgery on him there's no way in hell he'll survive it. It's always one thing after another!! This sucks!!!
Note: Trailer walls [u]DO NOT[/u] hold up to being punched!
Something good that has come out of today I'm doing an art trade with one of my favorite artists. She's doing a furry version of Lestat in trade for the pic I drew of Raziel. Now if you people will kindly excuse me I've got a hole in the wall to patch up before daddy gets back home BYe-BYe
Now I know why...
11.24.03 (8:54 pm) [edit]GRRR I hate the lil blue bastard(Raziel)!!! Now I can't say I blame Kain for throwing him into the abyss...and to think I felt sorry for that thing before!!! WAAAAAAAAHH I'm stuck on the game thanks to him!!!!! Grrr Tara you better hope you can work with the lil blue thing....
Tomorrow's last day of school for the week..thanksgiving break.....gah it's so boring now! I got stuck writing and essay about what charactor from a book or movie has influenced my life. :twisted: I had a bit of fun with that. I'll probably walk in tomorrow to find people from the metal ward to pick me up! Guess that's all for now....cya
Cards are in my favor
11.23.03 (6:59 pm) [edit]MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA [i]Defiance[/i] is now [i][b]MINE[/b][/i]!!!!!!! ! I fnally have it.....now there will be no sleep tonight. :lol: :lol: It's a kickass game!!!
This is just to weird!
11.23.03 (11:20 am) [edit]
What DragonBall Guy Are You?
What DragonBall Girl Are You?
ROTFLMAO!!! Sorry guess I'm the only one that could see the humor in those results...lmao
SQUEE I finally got enough saved up to get that game!! Overload of pity has just kicked. Got $60 saved up for my ring, but daddy needs a new pair of boots BAD!! The things are barly holding together..as a matter of fact if it wasn't for the glue they probably would fall apart. I said fuck the ring and gave him the 60 for a pair of boots. I can easliy replace the money after I get the job at hardees (sucks but moneys money no matter where ya work to get it...er well no strip clubs folks ^_^;) As always he has to act [b]LIKE A DAMN THREE YEAR OLD AND REFUSE!!![/b] GRRR I'll take the money and get him a pair myself...right after I spent a hour bitching to get the right size out of him! I'm going to get the ugliest pair I can find and make him wear 'em!!!! MUAHAHAHAHA :evil: :evil: *sigh* why does he always have to be so difficult...
Hell's list of abominations Part 1
11.22.03 (5:28 pm) [edit]List of all the things I hate.
[i][b]Note:[/b] The list is always changing and growing[/i]
1. Eric
2. daddy trying to be sociable when I'm in a bad mode!
3. Mr. Welson
4. close minded people
5. pop-up windows
6. people who don't know what a fuckin turn singal is!
7. pink
8. peas
9. bills
10. junk mail
11. chain letters
12. preps
13. those two second red light changes
14. hotpocket packets
15. alarm clocks
16. power puff girls
17. sailor moon
18. goku
19. rap
20. country
21. re runs on tv
22. white
23. cheerleaders
24. sharp squelling voices (hard on the ears)
25. deadlines
26. reseach papers
27. vans
28. When someone rattles on about their bf/gf 24/7
29. BB
30. the principle
31. shrinks (they think they know all about your problems)
32. doctors (alot of rambling and no results)
33. computer crashes
34. the phrase 'whatever'
35. pinching
36. broken promises
37. math
38. britney spears and any like her
39. teeny boopers
40. when email accounts lock up
41. spiders
42. jocks
43. bad jokes
44. badly written lemons
45. writers block
46. When my fav fanfic site is down
47. perverts in messengers
48. the fine print (that I've finally learned to look for)
49. backstabers
50. Most of my family
51. holidays (except halloween)
52. gag christmas gifts (grow up people!)
53. parties
54. hip hop r&b..etc.
55. baby sitting
56. paper cuts (those damn things burn!)
57. homework
58. umah
59. mary sue's
60. sun (so sue me it HURTS)
61. smartass checkout clerks
62. telephones
63. having to wait months before anyone updates their fanfiction
64. private schools
65. religion pshers (people who try to force their religion on you)
66. telemarketers
67. When the radio beaks up in the middle of a good song
68. getting booted fro the internet
69. When the script writer turns fav charactor into a complete wuss when they weren't before (brolly movie...this was done to vegeta :evil: )
70. when the hero always wins (come on give the bad guy a break! especially when he's cuter anyway!!)
71. insurance salesmen
72. flashlights (they're never there when you need one and when they are someone's just shining it in your face)
Well I think that's all for now...
Bloodrayne is just not my game...
11.21.03 (10:15 pm) [edit]I got my ass beat in the ground by the over grown spider....MORE THAN ONCE!!! Give me Kain, D, hell even Jen and I could kick the spiders ass!! (if you don't know who Jen is she the main char. off [i]primal[/i]) I can't work bloodrayne...*pout*..hmm might just play that game now....ehh probably jus die on it to..
Ok I swear this is my last post till tomorrow!!
~Insanity driven
Holy Mother F@*$#%!!!
11.21.03 (8:55 pm) [edit]THE MOTHER OF ALL SPIDERS AS JUST JUMPED OUT AT ME!!!...on the game that is...grr spiders and water...bad combination!! I hate spiders and I can't swim, neither can the half-breed I'm controling so I'm F&*#@%!!! lol I'm getting off here CYA People!! GAh! One more thing..Sarah I've got a kenshin pic for ya..remind me to give it to you ok...I've got a veeery bad memory sometimes
Psycho, Sane, or just like me
11.20.03 (1:56 pm) [edit]I was given the suggestion of my own dictionary, but that was already done really so here's the psycho test. Be sure to keep in mind how many 'yes' answers you get. The result depends on the total 'yes' answers.
1. Do you walk around shopping centers singing disney songs? Yes or No
2. Do you stare at pictures on your computer for long periods of time? Yes or No
3. Do you have your own vocabulary that you and select few know? Yes or No
4. Is any use of you name follow by 'psycho' 'insane'...etc.? Yes or No
5. Are you prone to fits of laughter over nothing?
Yes or No
6. Is sanity over rated? Yes or No
7. Does your summer home consist of men dressed in white jackets and strangly padded rooms? Yes or No
8. If you have ever seen a shrink did you wind up sending him to the mental ward? Yes or No
9. Do you have little voices inside your head that tell you bad things to do? Yes or No
10. Has your family ever threatened to put you in a strait jacket? Yes or No
[i]Results[/i]
1-3 Your perfectly sane..what a bore
1-5 Your border line crazy but try to hide it. Loosen up and let the fun began!
1-6 Your pyscho there's no doubt about that! You don't mind letting people know it either! People have a tendency to walk on the opposite side the hall that you do, but this bother you. If anything you strive for it!
1-10 You've spent your life in the metal ward haven't you?
[i]If you do take the test be sure to leave a comment telling me what you got. This was a crazy idea I had so don't go running..second thought you might ought to run...[/i]
Stupid Stunt #1: Hunt for the flashlight
11.19.03 (9:53 pm) [edit]As the title said something stupid. My stereo has completely quit working. So like any spoiled kid ...run to daddy to fix it!! I get him to look at when he made the mistake of asking me for a flashlight.
Me: I don't have a flashlight!
Him: I know I bought you one now where is it.
Me: *digging through the mess of papers and various other things* There is no damn flashlight!!
Him: I know I got one for you!
Me: *still looking* No you didn't!
Him: Yes I did!
Me: No you didn't! Where is the damn thing then!!
He leaves. Sounds of objects being thrown across the room and a string of curses echo through the room. I finally give up and lean back against the dresser. I look up a see the flashlight hanging on the wall. The moral of this story...there isn't one!! But I did learn I can't find anything in my room unless it's lost among the rest of the junk in my room.
I really don't know....
11.19.03 (7:02 am) [edit]001. What is your name? Hannah
002. Spell your name backwards. hannah
003. Date of birth: October 25, 1985
004. Male or female? Female.
005. Astrological sign: Scorpio
006. Nicknames: Brat, Psycho, insane
007. Occupation? High School Student. Writer.
008. Height: 5' 5" or close to it
009. Build: LMAO
010. Hair color: dark brown/black blonde streaks
011. Eye color: CHANGES TO OFTEN SO I DON'T KNOW!!
012. Where were you born? Swanee, Tenessee
013. Where do you reside now? Tracy
014. Age: 18
015. Screen names: VampireDA3(AOL), silver_vampiress03(YAHOO)
016. E-mail addy: dark_angel_rein@yahoo, SilverVampiress@hotmail(N ever check it)
017. What does your screen name stand for? I think that obvious...VAMPIRE
018. What is your LJ name? Tblog/ShadowWalker
019. What does your diary name stand for? o.O
020. Pets: Does daddy count??
021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? I didn't have a cake
022. Piercings? four in one ear, five in the other
023. Tattoos? workin on it
024. Shoe size: 5-6
025. Righty or lefty? Righty!
026. Wearing: Really bagging gray pants and a long sleev gray shirt
027. Hearing: Daredevil soundtrack..and the ever present muse...
028. Feeling: ....not really sure...tell you when I figure it out
029. Eating/drinking: Dr.pepper
~Friends Stuff~
Which one of your friends is the....
030. Craziest? hmm....Sarah
031. Loudest? the girl that sets across from me at lunch (can't remember names to well)
032. Nicest? Sarah
033. Bitchiest? Rachel...me
034. Life of the party? several of them
035. Jock? hmm none
036. Prep? ...whittney
037. Rebel? My friends rebels!?.....again several of us
038. Cutest? Megan, Robert, Bobby, Sarah, Casey
039. Best friend of the same sex? Megan,Tara,Sarah
040. Best friend of the opposite sex? Used to be Jered..now Robert maybe
041. Most popular? Hard one...
042. Rudest? Rachel
043. Most shy? Ginger
044. Dumbest? Jered...jk
045. Smartest? Megan, Robert, Bobby, Tara, Sarah...
046. Weirdest? ALL OF THEM
047. Has the best hair?.... Megan
048. Best personality? Depends on if you catch them on a bad day. I like all their personalitys
049. Most talented? We all have our talents
050. Most ghetto? None really
051. Most spoiled? Hehe ME
052. Drama queen? Rachel
053. Pain in the ass? Jered
054. Funniest? Bobby,Sarah
055. Best advice giver? Bobby, Tara, Sarah
056. Druggie?....we've all done something....Kim maybe?
057. Most likely to join a cult? .....matt....me
058. Have you lost touch with a good friend recently? Yeah, who hasn't
059. Person you've been friends with the longest? Megan
060. How many friends do you have on your buddy list? 29...some have two sn though
~Guys/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~
061. Have you ever been in love? NO
062. How many people have you told?
063. How many people have you been in love with? ...I just said none.
064. How many people have you kissed? ROTFLMAO NONE
065. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? NOOO
066. How many people have you dated? 1
067. What do you look for in a girl/guy? Sense of humor, witty, sarcatic, good looks help!!
068. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? THEY'RE ASSHOLES!!
069. What type of girl/guy do you usually go for? Can't say I really have a type...but bad boys do catch the eye
070. Do you have a gf/bf? No
071. If so where did you meet them? .......
072. What do you like most about your gf/bf? ..........
073. Do you have a crush right now? No
074. If so who is it? ............
075. Do you believe in love at first sight? Lust at first sight? Definitely! Love? No. Love is something that grows after you meet a person you deeply care about.
076. Do you remember your first love? What first love? That's funny
077. Who is the first person you kissed? ..........
078. Do you believe in fate? To a point...then I take over
079. Do you believe in soul mates? To an extent.
080. If so do you believe you'll ever find yours?I hope so, but I don't have a problem with staying alone
~Sex Stuff~
Fuck. It's gone. No sexin'. *Sulks.* XD
~Family Stuff~
104. How many siblings do you have? NONE ^.^
105. What are your parents names? Elaine, Robert
106. What are your siblings names?........
107. How many siblings does your mother have? 3
108. How many siblings does your father have? Three brothers and a sister
109. Where are your parents from? Tennessee
110. Is your family close? Fairly.
111. Does your family get together for holidays? Not so much anymore
112. Do you have a drunk uncle? ...No, but I have a gay cousin
113. Any medical problems run through your family? Bad eyesight...? and a few other things I can't remember
114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee? NO
115. Do you have any nieces or nephews? No, I'm the only child
116. Are your parents divorced? Nope. One's dead
117. Do you have step parents?
118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? No bt I wouldn't doubt it to be me though
119. If so for what?...............
120. Did some of your family come to America from another country? Not that I know of
~Music Stuff~
~Okay, I Name An Artist And You Give Me A Lyric From Any One Of Their Songs~
Kinda sucks that this is gone.
~Favorites~
152. Color: Black, Blue and silver
153. Food: Um… Teriyaki chicken, lo mien, Ramen
154. Song: It varies from week to week. If it has meaning to me, I'll fall in love with it for about a month or two.
155. Show: Anything anime or anything vampire related
156. School subject: English, History, art
157. Band/singer: Evanescence!!
158. Animal: Wolves, snakes.....things along that line
159. Outfit: Loose, black, and smartass sayings on the shirt
160. Radio station: 102.9, 96.5
161. Movie: Qeen of the damned, LXG, Tomb Raider 1&2, dog sholdiers, hackers, breakfast club, matrix, interview with the vampire, jus about any anime
162. Pair of shoes: Black zip up boots and my sketchers
163. Cartoon: american cartoon......Pepper Anne (don't ask me why)
164. Actor: Orlando Bloom, Stuart Townsend, Johnny Depp, Mel Gibson, Bruce Willus(can't spel ^_^;)
165. Actress: ....Sandre Balock
166. Potato chip: Tostitos
167. Drink: Dr. pepper, tea, any fruit juice
168. Alcholic drink: ....fix that later
169. Holiday: Halloween
170. Perfume/cologne: Rare gold, vinalla soft musk
171. Pizza topping: don't have a fav
172. Jello flavor: Cherry
173. Lunch meat: Trukey
174. Board game: Black Jack
175. Video game: Final Fantasy VIII & X,legend of the dragoon, Primal,Vampire hunter D, Harvest moon, Legacy of Kain series (especially BO2)
176. Website: FictionPress.com, deviantart,tblog,ujournal , fanfiction.net.
177. Book: The Vampire chronicles, raptor red, Demon in my view, Brother Super, Noel the loving lion, Cowboy boot in darkest africa....and many more ^.^
178. Computer game: Hell... I haven't played a computer game in ages!
179. Number: 3
180. Cereal: none
181. Comedian:....
182. Dessert:....
183. Disney character: The cheeser cat (The cat off Alice in wonderland)
184. Clothing store: Goodys and would be hottopic if I could go!!
185. Pasttime: Writing, reading, talking to people.....DRIVING EVERYONE INSANE!!!
186. Teacher: BETH she's awesome!!
187. Childhood toy: My stuffed mickey
188. Carnival game/ride: no have one
189. Candy bar: Snickers!
190. Magazine: *shrugs* tattoo mag I guess
191. Salad dressing: none
192. Thing to do on the weekend: whatever I can
193. Hot drink: .....not sure
194. Season: Fall/Winter
195. Sport to watch: None.
196. Person to talk to online: Fusion fighter
~Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits~
197. What color are your sheets? White-ish with japenese or chinese writing altuogh there's none on the bed at the moment...
198. What color are your bedroom walls? Off-White coered in bishie pictures
199. Do you have posters on your wall? Yes.
200. If so of what? ICP,DBZ, Disturbed, Dragons, Anime clippings (BISHIE), My final drawing for visual arts 1
201. Do you have a tv in your bedroom? YEP ^.^
202. How many pillows are on your bed? Three
203. What do you normally sleep in? Whatever I fall asleep in.
204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas? Oversized pair of gray pants and a t shirt
205. What size bed do you have? twin
206. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed? nope
207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? yeah for my internet
208. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep? Uh huh.
209. Describe the last nightmare you had:I'm [u]NOT[/u] describing that!!!
210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? Yes. oversized raccoon
211. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? ME AND ONLY ME!!!!!....nother bad thought :twisted:
212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions? yeah curled up againts the wall with my head tucked under my coons head.
213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling?NOOO YAAAAAY
214. Do you snore? No
215. How about drool? rarely..very rarely.
216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room? yes grrrrr
217. What color is the carpet in your room? Brown.
218. What's under your bed? The carpet, and what I couldn't stuff into the closet
~This or that~
220. Doughnuts/bagels: Doughnut.
221. Day/night: Night.
222. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: East. Nobody ever cuts her a break.
223. Heaven/hell: Hell
224. Make love/have sex: o.O there's a difference??
225. Coffee/tea: tea
226. Hamburgers/hotdogs: neither
227. Rap/rock: Rock.
228. Britney/Christina: NEITHER
229. Swiss cheese/american cheese: ???
230. Real World/Road Rules: Neither.
231. Backstreet Boys/*Nsync: Savage Garden
232. Silver/gold: Silver.
233. Nike/Adidas: SKETCHERS
234. McDonalds/Taco Bell: Taco bell
235. Sweet/sour: Sweet.
236. Punk/emo: Punk
237. Hot/cold: Cold.
238. Winter/summer: winter
239. Spring/fall: fall
240. Operas/plays: Plays.
241. Read/watch TV: Read.
242. CD's/tapes: CDs.
243. DVD's/VHS: DVDs.
244. Old/new: depends
245. Shorts/skirts: neither
246. Pink/red: Red.
247. Colored pictures/black and white photos: Both.
248. Meat/vegetables: Vegetables.
249. Mexican food/Chinese food: Chinese.
250. Commercials/infomercials: Commercials.
251. Scary movies/comedies: Both!
252. Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: yeah right
253. Sandals/tennis shoes: Boots.
254. Dogs/cats: dogs
255. Unicorns/fairies: VAMPIRES
256. Water/land: Land.
257. Sugar/spice: Spice
258. Black/white: Black.
259. ribbons/bows: I like the ribbons. ..*starts running around the room with the ribbon*
260. Chicken/beef: beef
261. Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights: Don't care
262. Cars/trucks: Cars!
263. Austin Powers/James Bond: My muse...he could kick their asses anyway..
264. Popcorn/pretzel: pretzel
265. Hip/hop: NEITHER..METAL
266. Passionate kiss/peck:...??
267. WWE wrestling/ real wrestling: Neither. I just play BO2 again
268. Back rub/foot massage: Back rub, *purrs*
269. Picture frames/photo albums: Albums.
270. Pens/pencils: Pencil
~What Is Your Opinion Of The Following~
271. Eminem: yuck
272. Virgins: ......
273. God: He's such a pervert. Sees all indeed.
274. The Osbournes: No, comment.
275. Reality TV: Meh. *shrugs*
276. J.Lo: She's a bitch.
277. Religion: Don't try to force yours on me, and we'll get on great.
278. Emo music: ehh prefer metal
279. Valentine's Day: gag
280. Christina Aguilera's comeback: like i give a damn
281. Homosexuals: YAOIS!!!!!!! AAAAH!!! RUN FOR IT!!!!
282. Abortion: No like! Ya spread em ya take responsiblity for it. No short cuts or easy way out!!
283. Inter-racial relationships: Cool.
284. Murder: It's not a good thing....altogh I've been tempted
285. Death: Interesting
286. Obesity: *Blink, shrug.*
287. Pre-marital sex: still thinkin on that one
288. Terrorism: It's a desperate move, undertaken by desperate people. It's not nice, but shit happens. Yeah?
289. Pornography: does lemons count?
290. Fortune tellers: *Snicker.*
291. Threesomes: No! to tiring
292. Prostitution: ehh sick...desperation
293. Politics: FUCK EM!!
294. Country music: *Runs away screaming*
295. George W. Bush: ....back to not giving a damn
296. Cloning:Interesting
297. Britney's boobs: get a life
298. Gas prices in America: SUCKS
~Name Game~
What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?...
Darn it. This would have been fun. - Agreed
~Have You Ever....~
331. Mooned anyone? no
332. Been on a diet? Nope.
333. Been to a foreign country? I wish. I want to go to Japan
334. Broken a bone? No.
335. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling? Nope.
336. Swear at a teacher? Naturally
337. Talked to a LJ member via e-mails or instant messages? Uh..no
338. Got in a fight? couple times nothin serious though
339. Dated a teacher? Nope, never had the desire to either.
340. Laughed so hard you peed your pants? NO
341. Thought about killing your enemy? Try fantasised.
342. Gone skinny dipping? NOO
343. Met another LJ member in the flesh? Never
344. Told a little white lie? lost count
345. Told a secret you swore not to tell? hmm no
346. Stolen anything? Yeah...not something I'd do again
347. Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid? I don't think so.
348. Been on TV? no
349. Been on the radio? no
350. Been in a mosh pit? ...No. *cries*
351. Been to a concert? NO *CRIES*
352. Dated one of your best friends? once
353. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? nope
354. Deceived somebody close to you? Yeah.
355. Broken the law? yes more than once
356. Been to a rodeo? once when I was 6 or 7
357. Been on a talk show? Nope.
358. Been on a game show? Nope.
359. Been on an airplane? nope
360. Got to ride on a firetruck? Nope.
361. Came close to dying? Nope.
362. Cheated on a gf/bf? no
363. Gave someone a piggy back ride? Yep.
364. Terrorized a babysitter? hehe
365. Made a mud pie? Of course...and threw it at someone
366. Had a dream that you're falling off a cliff? something close
367. Snuck out of the house at night? Yep.
368. Been so drunk you don't remember your name? no
369. Had an eating disorder? Never.
370. Felt like you didn't belong? Uh... Yeah. Of course.
371. Felt like the 5th wheel? Yes.
372. Smoked? Yup.
373. Done drugs? Yep
374. Been arrested? came close to it
375. Had your tonsils removed? No.
376. Gone to camp? nope
377. Won a bet? A few times.
378. Written a love letter? nope
379. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love? ...maybe
380. Written a love poem? one i think...I was probably stoned then
381. Kissed in the rain? No..sounds fun
382. Slow danced with someone you love? No
383. Participated in cyber sex? ..no
384. Faked an orgasm? Never had sex.
385. Stolen a kiss? no
386. Asked a friend for relationship advice? nope
387. Had a friend steal your gf/bf? nope
388. Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love? ....can't remember
389. Gotten a speeding ticket? Not yet..
390. Done jail time? Nah.
391. Had to wear a uniform to work? no
392. Won a trophy? nope
393. Thrown up in public? no
394. Bowled a perfect game? I don't bowl.
395. Failed/got held back? Yeah, I got held back when I transfered
396. Got perfect attendance in grade school? yeah
397. Roasted pumpkin seeds? yeah
398. Taken ballet lessons? NO
399. Attempted suicide? close to it
400. Cut yourself? Yeah, enough.
~Childhood Stuff~
Awww...
~Randomness~
425. Do you believe in aliens? ......
426. Name three things that are next to your computer: Um it's on my bed, on my lap, a book
427. Do you have any hidden talents? Uh... I don't think so.
428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos? whatever
429. If you were to star in a movie, who would it be? What? ......
430. What would your movie star name be? .........how the hell should I know
432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen? Uh... I dunno. I tend to laugh at scary movies.
433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently? Hackers
434. What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen? to many to name...THANKS ALOT BRANDON
435. Do you drive? yep
436. What is your dream car? ehh...don't really have one
437. Do you think your good looking? nope
438. Do others think you are good looking? ???
439. Would you ever sky dive? Maybe.
440. Do you believe in Bigfoot? No
441. How many rooms do you have in your house? five
442. Are you afraid of roller coasters? kinda
443. Do you believe in God? no
444. Do you believe in Satan? no
445. Do you believe there is a heaven? *Shrug.*
446. Do you believe there is a hell? *Shrug.*
447. Do you own a pool table? I wish
448. Do you have a pool? no
449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen? WAAAAAAAAAHHHH IWANT ONE
450. Do you like chocolate? ehh dark chocolate
451. Who/what is on your 2003 calendar? I have no calendar.
452. How many U.S. states have you been to? two
453. Ever wished on a shooting star? Yep. Once.
454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore? don't know
455. Do you carry any weapons on you? All things are weapons when properly utilized - Agreed!
456. What is your weakness? I don't know
457. Name something you can't get enough of: Anime/Manga/BO2.
458. Describe yourself in 3 adjectives: openminded, Weird and sarcastic
459. How many kids do you want to have? none....ok maybe two
460. Future daughters names: dominique elaine
461. Future sons names: Phoenix,Mikhail
462. What is your ideal way to die? bleed to death
463. How do you release stress? Write, walk, listen to music
464. Are you a trendy person? No.
465. Are you an artisitic person? Yeah, I guess so.
466. Are you a realistic person? Sometimes.
467. Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off? hell no
468. Are you a strong person? metally, emotionally? I'd like to think so.
469. Are you a strong willed person? YES
470. Who is the last person to e-mail you? Kerrie
471. Who is the last person to IM you? My aunt *shudders*
472. Do you hate chain e-mails? Yes, sometimes.
473. Are you a deep sleeper? hardly ever
474. Are you a good story teller? nope
475. What do you believe is your best quality? I'm loyal, to my friends
476. What is your greatest accomplishment? *laughs* Fucked if I know!! Getting my poem published I guess
477. Do you like to burn candles or incense? Both.
478. Do you do yoga? No.
479. Do you have your own credit card? No.
480. Let's say you win the lotto. What do you do with all that money? I can think of alot of thing I'd do with the money, but I'm not telling you
481. Do you have a check book? No.
482. Do you like your driver's license? no
483. Do you tan easily? HELL NO
484. What color is your hair naturally? dark to medium brown in the summer black in winter
485. How many fillings do you have? none your bsiness
486. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit? I don't know...fuck off
487. Worst feeling in the world? Betrayal by someone you love.
488. Best feeling in the world? ROTFLAMO.....sorry bad thought
489. Is the glass half empty or half full? ...of what?
490. Last thing you downloaded? don't know
491. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life? no
492. What do you think people think of you? That I'm a complete psycho
493. Are you a likeable person? beats me
494. Do you need therapy? Probably.
495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance? Nope.
496. What the best way to be proposed to? ???
497. What kind of movie would you star in? probably horror
498. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it Fed UP? sounds good to me......idiots
499. When are you moving? ....
500. What's your favorite phrase? Bugger, holy fuckin monkey shit (don't ask) crud puppies
A ripple in time and soon everything unfolds...
11.18.03 (1:09 pm) [edit]Yeah yeah I'm spouting bullshit.....go cry about it then. AAAAHHH I finally managed to finished that damn drawing!!! FOUR fuckin days and I finally finished!!! *does happy dance* :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D I'll probably find something else wrong with it and have to start all over again...*sigh* that's about the way my luck goes. Oh yeah anyone who's into fanart, I don't care of what of, needs to check deviantart.com
More than likely you'll find something of what your looking for. Just another one of those sites I practically live at. Hmm anymore good news....eh NO! Later!!
Someone KILL IT!!!
11.17.03 (6:35 am) [edit]GAH I hate alram clocks!!! Have a high regard for the phone at the moment though, woke me up from hell of a nightmare. I believe alarm clocks were created by the same people who made the packets for the hotpockets. Alarm clocks disturb my sleep and I can never get those damn packets open without haveing to use my teeth, so they have to be in relation somewhere down the line!! j/k Bugger! I forgot I'm going to hae to catch a ride to school...uh oh....
Another Day Another Dream
11.16.03 (8:23 pm) [edit]Looks like I might as well forget the job at the Video Center. I wasn't looking to get get it...just hoping. Oh well back to the hunt.
Note to self: Never rent anything even to a horror movie when marissa will be staying the night.
She kept me up all night because of that! I had to sleep on the couch to get what bit of sleep I could!! That really pisses me off :evil: 17 year old girl afraid of the dark (which is really bad for her considering my room is the darkest in the house. day or night) and gets scared over a damn movie!! Now if it was a movie like darkness falls or something like that I might have a bit of sympathy for her, but it wasn't. My lil 9 year old cousin is the only one I'll give my bed up for without complaining and she doesn't act like a scared 3 year old after watching a movie. Yeah I'm being an asshole at the moment. I've had very little sleep and what time I did get to sleep I was rudely awaken by the tv...I was beyond piss off at that. Ok I'm through ranting, I'll shut up now.
How was I supposed to know
11.16.03 (3:57 pm) [edit]
I did it in 10 seconds.
I deserved an A+!!
Take the How Dexterous Are You? Quiz!!
I didn't know it was a game. I found it on dani's blog and took it.
10 seconds....that good??
What you don't know time can tell
11.16.03 (12:10 am) [edit]It's late I'm tired and Marissa's over here for the night. Which I'm screwed because we rented [i]Brotherhood Of The Wolf[/i].....I'm not going to explain why at the moment. I just want to go to sleep and forget the world is still turning. Then again that's normal for me....I have no concept of time when I want to ignore it.....probably why I'm always in trouble :lol: well that and a trouble makin muse. Good night folks!!
"An eye for an eye, and soon the whole world is blind." ~ghandi
11.14.03 (6:00 pm) [edit]Ehh it's true...but then I'm one of those that's all for revenge so I can't say anything.
I was so close to having a decent Raziel drawing....I HAD TO SCREW UP AGAIN!!! WAAAAAAAH.......grrrr I guess I'm just going to have to wear out the eraser cause I want that thing finished!! Why am I posting this?? Easy, I'm bored to death!! Bad thing about weekends..there's never anything to do...ah bugger I forgot to drop off that application today!! Eh I'll probably run out town and take that now...
AAAh Look Out for the closet Bunnies!!!
11.14.03 (2:21 pm) [edit]Today's been half way between hell and and a numb bliss. I got stuck following daddy to drop his truck to have it repaired. He missed his turn and wound up doin a u turn in a church parking lot. Didn't quiet get the trunk turned right and had to back up. Well I had to move out of his way and the van from hell didn't want to go so I pressed jus a bit harder than I should've on the gas pedal and spun gravel everywhere!! :twisted: I wasn't feeling good and that didn't help anything so I took out my frustration by kickin gravel everywhere.
Does anyone know how to put just text on the side of the tblogs??? Please if you do tell me...pretty please.
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OH YEAH!! It's a new one!!
11.13.03 (8:48 pm) [edit]I just got through watching the trailer for the new Leagacy of Kain game...[i][b]IT'S SO GONNA KICK ASS!!![/b][/i] I can't wait to get my hands on the game!! grrr now I've got to get it and BO2....lol I'm a game addict espcially when there's vampires involved!!! Ok I'm rambling now....sorry folks just excited here!!
This is just not my day....
11.13.03 (12:29 pm) [edit]First off the dodge wouldn't start...again, so I'm stuck driving the van from hell to the elem.
Second: The van's practically running on fumes. I stop to get gas after school. Problem, my gas cap key is gone. The last time daddy had the van he borrowed my keys and took the gas cap key off and didn't put it back after he returned my keys. [i][b] I don't check my keys everytime I pick them up!! Return what you borrow!![/b][/i]Grrr now my stomach is trying to hurt again!!
YAY!! One of drawings didn't turn out a complete flop!! I've got a head shot of raziel I'm bout finished with that doesn't look to bad..considering it's my first time drawing him...
:D :D
Oh yeah one more thing! I found this little song in a fanfic I read about a month ago. I liked it...and it got stuck in my head..so here it is. O stop whining you don't have to read it!!
[i][u]Nosgothic Lullaby[/u][/i]
[i]"The sun at last
Has moved far past,
And loving stars sing out
But night’s fair breeze
Warns through the eves
That life’s blood is in doubt
Tread soft, love dear
Night holdst thee fear
And smiles with dark maw
Breathe care, fair maid
From the vampire’s raid
As the stars whereupon withdraw."[/i]
Never Again!
11.12.03 (7:41 pm) [edit]Ignore the subject....that was just the song I'm listening to at the moment. I've felt like shit all day. Have to get pain pills that don't put me asleep!!! I would have went to school if I caould've stayed awake! There's not much to tell considering my day has consisted of a heatpad and a bottle of tylenol pm. I wish the people in the office would quit calling!! So what I didn't show up today, I decided to give the world a break.[i] [b] NOW leave me the fuck ALONE!!![/b][/i]
And the Bishie is??
11.11.03 (5:45 am) [edit]I'm still trying to shake of the effects of that sleeping pill! Lol never take one of those and a pain pill to. I did once and practically died. Slept the entire day and barely moved. NEVER AMIX YOUR PILLS KIDDIES!! Anyway as the title said.....Bishie!
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Allen Schezar from Escaflowne
It's not fair!!
11.10.03 (11:26 pm) [edit]I finally bought [i]The Vampire Armand[/i]. I've only got 20 pages left in the other one I was reading....would have finished it sometime ago but I hate not having anything to read so I drug it out. IT'S NOT FAIR THOUGH!!! LESTAT LOST HIS EYE!!! :evil: :evil: grrr beat evil memnoch to death with a dirty stick!! I don't want to go to school ...I wanna sleep all day tomorrow....zzzZZZ
Bugger...I need to look for a job tomorrow! WAAH I hate this!!
Random Ideas and thoughts
11.10.03 (12:59 pm) [edit]HAHAHA I fixed my printer!! I was right, all it need was the crip knocked out of it! :D ......I need to get of my ass and get some work done.....yeah right like thats going to happen anytime soon. I'm dead tired.
I thought about posting a new bishounen pic everythree days or so. *shrugs* Out of boredom mainly. pssh screw this I'm going to get some sleep!!
Bored Bored Bored
11.08.03 (12:35 pm) [edit]Gah! I really hate weekends sometimes! WAAAAH My printer's not working!!! *grabs hammer* hehehe I'll make it work! MUAHAHAHAHAHA...bugger!
Angel: You don't want to smash it. What will you do with it broken into a million pieces?
Devil: Smash it! Who needs it. ....the again no more bishies.....
Me: O.O good point. *Smashes Angel and Devil* But that works to! ^.^
Retake
11.07.03 (5:02 pm) [edit]I redid one of my quizes. This time I was completely honest..no sugar coating. I like the result better!
Today's been a blast! Who would have known sitting through someone else's class could be fun. I spent third period with Tara and rachel and went to the band room for fourth. Sara is always full of surprises. Ya never know what she's gonna say next!! She has the same idea Tara and I have about what to do if our muses were in the flesh for a week :twisted: :twisted: :twisted:
Now I've got to get someone talked into taking me to hastings....I'd go myself but my mode of transpertation is far from dependable. :idea: could borrow granny's truck!! err but then again.....ah bugger!
I need more stuff for my bookie.....hmm what could I use _...<_>
Bishie!!
11.07.03 (6:25 am) [edit]I've cut out bishies tell I've bout wore blisters on my thumb! I'm still not through *whine* Not fair...takes to long to cut 'em out!!! Ahh almost forgot.
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Lil present for tara....and anyone else who likes Lestat! :D
I made it!
11.06.03 (6:32 pm) [edit]Today has been great! I've been in one of those lovey dovey moods...aside from the ocassional mean streak but that can't be help!! I skipped 3rd period...again. Megan asked hadn't I learned my lesson from last time......NOOO!! ANd tomorrow they can't do anything about it anyway MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA......O.O oops. Anyway I passed the pre test for ged with a 578 when all I needed was 450. The only thing I hate about is leaving all my friends *sigh* there's always a down side...but it's not like I can't go see them. I'm tired so I'm cuttin this short cya peeps!! :D
I find. I like. I post.
11.05.03 (7:59 pm) [edit]I find quizes on other peoples blogs and if I like them and my result I post 'em. So far I've taken quizes of rachel's, Tara's, Megan's, and James' blog. All but came from one of said blogs.
!!!!
11.05.03 (11:01 am) [edit]No matter which path I take I'm always walking into hell. The school called granny's house because Mrs.. Brown had to make a big deal about the dumbass english project! I left my part of the report with John yesterday so I don't see what the big deal is. Why the hell do I have to be there! I'm so fuckin sick and tired of some of teachers think that school is the only life you have!! I can't help it I get sick or something....She starts bitching at me tomorrow I know I'm dead cause there's no way in hell I'll be able to keep my mouth shut. I'm more than tempted to go for the ged classes and fuck this shit!! This is not helping the least bit. I know I'm going to screw up and loose everything....I'm on the verge of tears.......Dear god history repeats it's self!!! I'm going to wind up in the same broke position my paren't stay in and that daddy and I am now!! :cry:
I hate having to full with a subject!!
11.04.03 (6:34 am) [edit][u]There's no such thing as Heaven.[/u]
Tears sobbed out in vain,
And cries for help gone unheard...
That is the story of my life.
Abandoned by all I love,
Betarayed by all I trust
I wander through this life,
Searching for the tiniest bit of fulfillment,
But of course I have no luck,
Because nothing's there to be found.
There's no such thing as heaven,
Nirvana's just a dream,
Enlightenment's a fantasy,
On which I've been to keen.
Life is sorrow,
Hope is useless,
Dreams are only flowers that will be trampled underfoot.
There's no such thing as heaven,
Nirvana's just a dream,
Enlightenment's a fantasy,
On which I've been to keen.
No use in reaching out for help,
There's nothing to grab on to.
It's only flailing in the dark...
The river of madness
Flows free through the streets;
You can smell the stench of frenzy
In the sweltering heat.
The blood on my lips
Leave stains on your skin;
And the tears on my cheeks
Tell the tale of your sin.
I feel my hear race
At the thought of your touch
But I find myself asking
If the price is too much.
Is the thrill of your kiss
Worth the price of my soul;
Will I fail once again
Or arrive at my goal?
The wind blows so chill
On those cold winter nights;
And I'm thinking of you
As I turn out the lights.
Bless me with a kiss
Please, grant me your hand;
Just say the word
And I'll be your man
I lost my soul
Today, she fled
She broke my heart, she left my bed
Now I'm lost and all alone
Since my most precious love is dead.
I lost my soul
My heart has died
I knashed my teeth, I wailed, I cried
Now I can't even stand myself
For when she left she broke my pride.
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What do you do when you have a broken heart?
What do you do when everything reminds you of the one you love?
How do to carry on when you know you'll always love her.
How to go on living when you so badly need her touch.
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I want to be the one you turn to,
The one that picks you up when you're down.
I want to be the one you cling to,
The one that makes you feel safe.
I want to be the one you run to,
The one that makes you feel at ease when you're overwhelmed.
I want to be the one you dream of,
The one that makes you want to live.
You touch my heart like no one else can
I've loved you since the first time we met.
What must I do to make you mine?
What must I do to win you're heart?
Do you not hear the song that sings of our fate?
Though living without you is unbearable,
I cannot bring myself to end my life.
For I cannot possible think of anything worse,
Then dying without ever knowing your kiss.
~Sam
IT'S WORKING!!!
11.03.03 (9:19 pm) [edit]My laptop is back up and running...now excuse me while I chase it down.....*runs after posessed computer*
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*pant* I hate it when machines have a mind or their own...
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
IT'S WORKING!!!
11.03.03 (9:16 pm) [edit]My laptop is back up and running...now excuse me while I chase it down.....*runs after posessed computer*
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*pant* I hate it when machines have a mind or their own...
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
What the hell did I do this time?!?!
11.02.03 (2:31 pm) [edit]My damn laptop crashed again!! It always picks the worst times to be an ass!! Oh well guess now I'll catch up on some reading and put my sketch book to some use. This sucks though. God when it crashed daddy and I had a major fight over that. No blows dealt but this is the first time I can recall us ever screaming at each other like that. This time I don't feel guilty about it. He started it and I finished it! If it wasn't for school I could have a a full time job and be out of here...bleh screw it!!! Let him scream I just yell back at him. hehe I bet he didn't like getting the door slammed in his face and the stereo turned up tell the walls were shaking. That was fun. I've been wanting to do that to him for sometime now. :twisted: :twisted: :twisted: MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA